This time eleven years ago I was about to embark on one of the biggest challenges of my life.....
I'd only ever been in hospital to have my appendix out and it was so rushed as it was about to burst I never had chance to really think about it so there was no fear!!
This time eleven years ago I was preparing myself to go into hospital and have a cesarean section....
To become a mother for the first time!!!!
I knew nothing about babies....I did childcare at college but that was just dealing with little one's when they could walk, talk and do things for themselves....Babies were a whole different thing!!
This time eleven years ago I was out shopping buying the last of things I needed for a baby!! Even though I'd bought everything weeks before but was convinced I'd forgotten something!! I was panic buying....lol
I had packed my bag to go to hospital weeks before and spent the afternoon eleven years ago unpacking and packing it convinced I'd packed to much then worrying whether I had enough....
I was terrified!!
But every second of fear was worth it!
Becky was born 10th of September 2002!